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Post  Daleka on Tue Apr 01, 2008 8:15 pm

What they say..

They say I'm a piece of shit
But who cares about it?
Who give a fuck about me?
Is it how it’s supposed to be?

I’m tired of being their slave
I’m sick of being their scapegoat
I’m through of not being praised
I even dreamed of not being born

God, please.. set me FREE
I didn’t ask for it
Why it has to be me?
I didn’t mean it!

It’s the poison who’s slowly killing me
Running through my veins
Taking the best of me
All I could do.. only in vain..

© 2004
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There was…

There’s something terrible that stuck itself upon my skin
That’s something I always had and always will have
I feel like there’s something crawling beneath my skin
Eating my strength and leaving me empty
There’s no pity to comfort me
There was no hand to hold me
There was only you
There was all of you
And stuck in my pain
Lost in my darkness
The only one I have ever known
The only one I will ever know
I saw you..
You give me your hand to take
But I was still too imprisoned
In my head to see it
I wish I was different..
Never taught to ask for help
Always kept everything inside
“Shut the hell up”
“You’re weak”
“You’re a coward”
“You’re selfish.”
In pain.. insane!!!*
I wish it was you who hold the
KNIFE!
Who had the
GUTS
To take me & destroy me..
Because I am ONLY me.. and I don’t
DESERVE
To be
Like you..
Wish I was..
Hell no..
Wish it was you last night

That ..

Jumped…

Off..

The..

Cliff..

Apathy..
Need to see you bleed
Need to beLIEve
From SLAVE to MASTER *
All the same... end in the GUTTER
OBLITERATION


(*) - Excerpts from "Hooks And Splinters" by Otep.
The rest is mine.

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The Blockade

I let down my barrier once again
I let someone infiltrate me again
I thought it was my turn to be happy
But I soon knew that it was not for me
She just wanted me
She just used me
She just... got... what she wanted
She just had what she hoped
I feel used, numb
Left out, alone, in the cold
Maybe... it’s just me…
I don’t deserve to be
Just deserve to suffer
Just so no one bother
I don’t know
I will never
Follow the flow
Ever
Thought it was over
Thought I was done
Out of the gutter
Climbing back… gone
No any pain again
No this pain again
No right to feel
No one to need
Just… anesthetized
Being…desecrated

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Re: Daleka's poetry

Post  Dredlynn on Tue Apr 08, 2008 8:21 am

very nice work i love it
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Promises

Post  Daleka on Wed May 28, 2008 5:19 pm

Promises

Remove the traitor from my chest

Hurry, before it’s too late

Before I feel

Before I need..

I’m screaming.. drowning in the mirror

Of my perception

Tired.. so drained.



I have given everything .. every single ounce in my body I have given to you. Every drop of blood I sweat for you.



I made you bleed. I hit you, because it was enough. I had enough. I couldn’t.. let you.. again.. no.. not again.. I don’t want.. another bullet to go through my chest.

I want my armor back. I want my STRENGHT back

You fucking thief!



You fucking asshole… fucking.. traitor. liar.. promises.. never held .. always.. treated me..

Too much I endured for too little I had back in return.



And.. I loved you.. but I need to RIP the traitor from my SKIN. Take that knife, and finish the work, would you?



I want you to know.

What you did to me

I hope you’re fucking happy, now.

I hope you’re fucking DEAD, now

I want you to hurt, like you hurt me



Taste your own medicine

See the blood in your hands?

That’s me… was me.. in you.. in me.. forever..



Though I had you. How come we used to think we’d belong to each other forever? How come .. you made me hate you?.. Feel numb for you?..



Tried to save you.. but you don’t even want to save yourself! Old story, but new pain.. I had to know you. I have to go back to that. Being ripped apart.. watch yourself carefully in the mirror.. ‘coz I’m gonna be right next to you..



May 18th, 2008

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See What You Did

Post  Daleka on Wed May 28, 2008 5:20 pm

See what you did?

Know what the fuck you did

‘Coz you are gonna need it where you go

to hell you’re going

to die you’re going

walk on your grave I will

.. not pity you I will..

not until..

you realize



the

fucking

shit

you

made

me

go

through



tu m’as poussée à m’auto-détruire

intellectuellement

faire des choses pour toi

tout ça pour un amour à sens unique

écrasé sur une voie publique

un non-sens sans dessus dessous

à poil et nu sans armure



naw.. fuck you.. tu penses que tu m’as eue ?

tu penses que.. tu me connais ?

tu m’as .. aliénée

assimilée

comme une ostie d’traînée

comme si j’était juste un déchet

vraiment comme ça tu crois que je vois pas. Je suis aveugle, borgne d’un œil et médusée de l’autre

foutues émotions.. elles m’ont encore eue !



well wake up !

you’re fucking ALONE now

you’re gonna be

always.. forever..

‘coz you won’t

WAKE UP



Saddest thing is.. I tried

‘coz I loved you

but now I realize

you are happy as you are.

Fucking BLIND like you are

.. think I’m gonna cry for you?..

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Re: Daleka's poetry

Post  Dredlynn on Thu May 29, 2008 8:25 am

holy shit baby-girl you got some anger in you
how is this about?
i do like that emotions in it
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Post  Daleka on Fri May 30, 2008 9:13 am

Dredlynn wrote:holy shit baby-girl you got some anger in you
how is this about?
i do like that emotions in it

That was about my ex. Smile I didn't told you? We broke up on the 8th after nearly 2 years together..

It's all true. And thank you Smile

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Post  Dredlynn on Fri May 30, 2008 9:46 am

your welcome
and remind me to never piss you off
you are a very pretty girl and if it means anything if you lived in the US i would deffinetly date you.
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Post  Daleka on Sat May 31, 2008 3:23 am

Dredlynn wrote:your welcome
and remind me to never piss you off
you are a very pretty girl and if it means anything if you lived in the US i would deffinetly date you.

well i speak perfect english . Wink depends where in the U.S, hehe. and thank you for the compliment... !!!

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i feel

Post  Daleka on Sat Jul 12, 2008 12:56 pm

..I feel...

I don't want to.

Wait.

Bleed.

Believe..

Standing side by side with nothingness & decadency : a new way of believing that there is something.

Out there.

Grasping slices of .. tasty silver bullet

Through lips and chin that spoke silently too much

Way of behaviour


Just wanna cut up the traitor and


..suck it dry..

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Re: Daleka's poetry

Post  Bones on Mon Aug 11, 2008 7:22 pm

You poetry makes mine look inferior, and that's why I'm reluctant to post it.. Although, if I sabotage your poetry by translating it to Russian, it doesn't rhyme as much. Twisted Evil

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Post  Daleka on Mon Aug 11, 2008 8:49 pm

Well of course, since I originally wrote it in english..

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Post  Bones on Tue Aug 12, 2008 6:57 pm

I always make sure my poetry rhymes in 3 different languages before I even think about showing anyone.

It is TUFF

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Post  Daleka on Wed Aug 13, 2008 6:32 am

Bones wrote:I always make sure my poetry rhymes in 3 different languages before I even think about showing anyone.

It is TUFF

Yeah, but why ? Does it HAVE to rhyme ?.. No, not really. Wink Best poems does not always rhyme

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Post  Bones on Wed Aug 13, 2008 9:39 pm

Yeah, but it's always easy to remember when it rhymes

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Post  Daleka on Thu Aug 14, 2008 6:39 am

Bones wrote:Yeah, but it's always easy to remember when it rhymes
True, but I rather have an awesome that doesn't necessarily rhymes than a sucky poem that one would make just so it rhymes !! Wink

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Post  Bones on Thu Aug 14, 2008 6:22 pm

You tryin' to start somethin holmes!? I'll open up a can of 'apologize' on yo skinny white ass!

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Post  Daleka on Fri Aug 15, 2008 12:35 am

Not really, brotha', but we're getting off topic here. *whips*

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Post  Bones on Fri Aug 15, 2008 1:08 am

Then I will leave, because I'm sick. I WILL NOT DIE

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